The Perfect Me

Dear Future Myself,

I guess, the Perfect Me would be beautiful person, inside first, outside too. 

The Perfect Me would be inside really beautiful, a kind but strong person, who would dare to say no, and who would say yes with joy. The perfect Me would be someone who accepted the uncertainty of life, its challenges. A PerfectMe would have accepted the fear of failure, not as an obstacle but as a signal for an important thing. 

A Perfect Me would know that being angry is not being mean, she would understands how valuable the signal of angerness is and learn from it. That means, she would listen to herself, pause, reflect and understand what is going on within herself.

A Perfect me would accept her specificities, her weaknesses, but accept them as qualities that would show her uniqueness, not as defaults. 

A Perfect Me wouldn't seek for perfection but for progress, would accept her mistakes.

But a Perfect me wouldn't live in a conflict with the world. She would accept some horrors, because she would understand that she first has to take care of herself in the first place and she would also know that she can't fight for everyone.

She would have learned how to help happily, and say no to somebody's asking for help when it would require a negative energy.

She would appreciate life and its simple things, and be thankful for the little things, and celebrate each day by showing her best version of herself, day by day.

She would dress up and  make up, and she would also eat for her body to be fit, she would enjoy eating, develop an interest for health, little by little, because she would care for her. 

She would play the piano, and writes, would do things that she loves to do, like watching a sunset.

She would be able to drive a car, a motocycle, a bike.

She would be able to draw, to be funny, to teach.

She would be able to enjoy having a family even though it would take efforts, she would learn from every moment of her life.

She wouldn't be angry at people who hurt her, she would love living. She would smile truly and nice heartedly everyday.

She would love to exercise, to have a body full of energy, she would be a good swimmer, runner.

She would know how to fight, she would be okay to know how to protect herself.

She would have a passion and a purpose to live. She would love her friends and take care of her family.

She would be really rich, never poor, she would be able to be responsible and financially independant.

She would be really well self educated, know a lot of things, but true information. She would be very smart and still funny and adventurous, interesting.

She would meditate, reflect and know how to stay still whenever it will be necessary for her and the world. She would know when to speak up and dare to do it. 

She wouldn't be afraid to be courageous, to be brave, to break some rules when necessary.

She would love to still be crazy and young for the rest of her life, but will still be responsible, conscious of what she does. 

She would stop doing what hurts you, little by little, she would make conscious choices to quit what she thinks can hurt her, take good habits for her own good.

So, Future Me, I don't want to put pressure on you, but I hope you won't give up to go in that direction to be you.